Today's interview (wealth planning at a swiss banking) was so amazing.
The guy I met with was actually a graduate from Unimelb in 1991 :')
& Later he was shocked cause he found out that I was from OCF (when he saw it in my resume) cause he was from Students for Christ (SFC), GASP?
We met at a cafe cause all the rooms were booked. So we spent the rest of the time talking about our days in Unimelb, his son's consideration of Trinity College, our christian fellowships, Melbourne, my job search, the economy, my aspirations etc. over coffee. He was such a fatherly figure and felt so much like a mentor, I really wished I could work under him, for him, with him.
But he had to tell me the painful truth that the company is now in a hiring freeze and the position was only open because someone was going on maternity leave. The chances of turning to permanent was slim, if not pretty impossible. Weeks ago he was also hiring but he had to stop because of the notice. Despite that truth, part of me really still hope that 6 months later, things would change, people would fight for me to keep me if i worked hard. But another part of me found it slightly depressing that I'm hoping for the "impossible".
But I guessed after much thought, what I really liked about the role wasnt exactly what the scope entails but the slightly more prestigious entry and the fatherly figure boss that I will have. Job progression would also be close to negligible and so I think if the offer comes, I'll need to think twice.
Then there was another prestigious global company that I interviewed at. Opportunities are greater but also on contract basis. I really loved the scope, and the opportunities are stressful but motivating. But they're still looking for people and the advertisement has not been taken down yet. I felt like the interview went well because she said she really saw that I was willing to learn and she was "very happy to have met me" - I've had several interviews with interviewers telling me that they liked me, but I still end up getting a rejection for it because they've found someone better. So I mean, anything could change. But though I get the rejections, the fact that they liked me still doesnt change, does it. Like the position at PMO, and the position at RWS... That's probably the only comforting thought I can have right now.
I really had a great time at the interview because she thought of me very positively which isnt always the case. I'm super glad at least she didnt say i look too soft spoken and she didnt mind that I didnt have any experience. Super glad she seemed very willing to let me learn and try. Not many actually want to spend time and effort grooming fresh grads. The risk in taking me in is high and I appreciate that she showed signs of willingness.
I can only thank God for all the opportunities that were opened for me. Even just for the interviews, even just to meet people, and have a chat with them. Especially, especially at Istana, PMO. I can only give all the honor to the One who provides these opportunities for me. I feel privileged enough just to be shortlisted for the interviews.
I know it is a privilege only because I've had 'no replies'. Saying this reminded me of a verse, it might not completely be relevant though I think it might still apply.
= I know what it is to have none, and I know what it is to have opportunities. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation. Despite the rejections in the past, I've learnt a lot and grown a lot. Spiritually and emotionally.
The guy I met with was actually a graduate from Unimelb in 1991 :')
& Later he was shocked cause he found out that I was from OCF (when he saw it in my resume) cause he was from Students for Christ (SFC), GASP?
We met at a cafe cause all the rooms were booked. So we spent the rest of the time talking about our days in Unimelb, his son's consideration of Trinity College, our christian fellowships, Melbourne, my job search, the economy, my aspirations etc. over coffee. He was such a fatherly figure and felt so much like a mentor, I really wished I could work under him, for him, with him.
But he had to tell me the painful truth that the company is now in a hiring freeze and the position was only open because someone was going on maternity leave. The chances of turning to permanent was slim, if not pretty impossible. Weeks ago he was also hiring but he had to stop because of the notice. Despite that truth, part of me really still hope that 6 months later, things would change, people would fight for me to keep me if i worked hard. But another part of me found it slightly depressing that I'm hoping for the "impossible".
But I guessed after much thought, what I really liked about the role wasnt exactly what the scope entails but the slightly more prestigious entry and the fatherly figure boss that I will have. Job progression would also be close to negligible and so I think if the offer comes, I'll need to think twice.
Then there was another prestigious global company that I interviewed at. Opportunities are greater but also on contract basis. I really loved the scope, and the opportunities are stressful but motivating. But they're still looking for people and the advertisement has not been taken down yet. I felt like the interview went well because she said she really saw that I was willing to learn and she was "very happy to have met me" - I've had several interviews with interviewers telling me that they liked me, but I still end up getting a rejection for it because they've found someone better. So I mean, anything could change. But though I get the rejections, the fact that they liked me still doesnt change, does it. Like the position at PMO, and the position at RWS... That's probably the only comforting thought I can have right now.
I really had a great time at the interview because she thought of me very positively which isnt always the case. I'm super glad at least she didnt say i look too soft spoken and she didnt mind that I didnt have any experience. Super glad she seemed very willing to let me learn and try. Not many actually want to spend time and effort grooming fresh grads. The risk in taking me in is high and I appreciate that she showed signs of willingness.
I can only thank God for all the opportunities that were opened for me. Even just for the interviews, even just to meet people, and have a chat with them. Especially, especially at Istana, PMO. I can only give all the honor to the One who provides these opportunities for me. I feel privileged enough just to be shortlisted for the interviews.
I know it is a privilege only because I've had 'no replies'. Saying this reminded me of a verse, it might not completely be relevant though I think it might still apply.
Phil 4:10-1210 I rejoiced greatly in the Lord that at last you renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you were concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. 11 I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12 I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.
= I know what it is to have none, and I know what it is to have opportunities. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation. Despite the rejections in the past, I've learnt a lot and grown a lot. Spiritually and emotionally.
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