Every now and then, I see a judgemental eye. and it hurts.
But since the day Hazel told me something her friend said to her, I've been so much better.
These words just keep coming up every time i hear a judgemental implication & almost immediately I'm restored :')
It was so tough to ignore the on-lookers. ignore those who dont matter. try to explain or sometimes even improve their impression of myself. Battling with that, I also had to make a conscious decision to not to respond by being equally mean but choosing to be different than the norm. Choosing to love despite all the negative energy. I find that the toughest 😢😢😢😢 Yet I must strive to do it. Even if after all these while, no one will recognise it. I will do if with God's help.
I want to be different and I will be different :')
And will crave no human recognition. but if by grace I get it, I will give Him praise :')
It's been such a blessing to know people who is full of faith, speaks of Him & reminds me of Him so much.
But since the day Hazel told me something her friend said to her, I've been so much better.
She said this: "Remember your identity in Him. And reject all that is not true."
These words just keep coming up every time i hear a judgemental implication & almost immediately I'm restored :')
It was so tough to ignore the on-lookers. ignore those who dont matter. try to explain or sometimes even improve their impression of myself. Battling with that, I also had to make a conscious decision to not to respond by being equally mean but choosing to be different than the norm. Choosing to love despite all the negative energy. I find that the toughest 😢😢😢😢 Yet I must strive to do it. Even if after all these while, no one will recognise it. I will do if with God's help.
I want to be different and I will be different :')
And will crave no human recognition. but if by grace I get it, I will give Him praise :')
I'm not strong because I was taught or trained to be. I'm strong because I know who loves me.
It's been such a blessing to know people who is full of faith, speaks of Him & reminds me of Him so much.
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